Acknowledge The Fear, But Don’t Let It Hold You Back.

Feeling the expansiveness of this season, it feels as though I'm nine months pregnant and I can't stretch any further. 

The fear is there but I'm still choosing to move forward.

I was called about 1 year ago to close my shop in downtown Austin and pursue a career in a completely different field.

When I heard this call, I fought it for a long time.

The calling I felt to close my physical location and move online has been super scary for me.

Pursuing a path in full-time coaching and cultivating intimacy events feels terrifying.

However, in February, the call became so persistent that I could no longer deny it.

I made a decision within myself, and now we have arrived at the month of closing.

I feel nervous, as all my insecurities and fears surface, their stories loud in my ears.

Deep in my soul and heart, I know that this is my purpose – to serve the community in a more profound way.

Sometimes, when God calls you, it may not be easy, peaceful, or smooth. It might be downright scary, and you might find yourself screaming the whole way.

But that doesn't mean it's not true, or that it’s not God. It means you are trusting in the call more than the fear.

I trust that the universe is the greatest partner in my life. Despite feeling like WTF I am doing, I am also feeling a sense of excitement and anticipation with what is next.

Oh, the tension.

I am listening to the inner guidance of my heart, my intuition, and I trust that I am being led by the greatest guide of all.

I know I am following my true north when doubts creep in, questioning if I am qualified and ready for this path. Yes, the fear is real.

However, fear is not an indicator that this isn't the right path. Fear simply shows that I am pushing up against an edge, and it encourages me to take one more step. I trust once again that I am being led into deeper surrender to the divine, knowing deep within my cells that I am held and supported.

The key is not to surpass fear, but rather to acknowledge its presence and continue progressing despite its existence.

Big changes are on the horizon.